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asked my local library for sephardi FICTION book recs and all i got was a list of ashkenazi-centered holocaust memoirs. i literally live in an ethnic enclave of jews in my city i seriously dont understand how these people are so ignorant
#it was either intentionally rude or just plain lazy because how do you as a librarian hear “fiction” and go “so the holocaust?"#i love my library i really do. but these fucking people sometimes#support your local library#even when they get on your nerves#books#reading#shoshana speaks
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What do you get when, after you worked so hard Changing the first time, you're forced into a body that isn't yours and your have to stare at the person you used to be while regressing and battling against a new worse kind of dysphoria?
Being a cunt honestly :P
aka loopsabeau is a dick to isabeau as a version of 'killed them so i could live' but killing a timelooper is not permanent and really it's more satisfying to be the person they BOTH hate
#isabeau#isabeau isat#in stars and time#isat#isat spoilers#fanart#loopsabeau's stardust equivalent for isabeau is pincushion hehe#it also often says 'let's put a pin in that'#when isa points it out loopsabeau neither confirms nor denies the implied connection#if loop and siffrin is 'i've built this personality to specifically get on your nerves'#this is 'i hate that i can't be you' and 'if i hate myself so much i'll make you hate me too' etc#me and the isat group i got kinda built the idea that isabeau is actively kind because he didn't use to be#kindness being a learnt skill rather than something innate perhaps#loopsabeau has kinda regressed back to hating itself but instead of wallowing in sorrowful loneliness#it would rather be angry and hateful and might even get a kick out of very specifically getting isabeau to snap back#a blessing in disguise i suppose when isabeau gets more frustrated in his own loops that he doesn't want to lash out at the party#why shout at someone you care about when you can talk shit to an inanimate object :P#that's essentially the vibes :P also i wanted to draw a scowling isa :P
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There’s a subset of vocaloid fans I think are really funny because they’ll say “before you talk about miku you need to tell me your five favorite producers who haven’t been featured in a game” & they’ll be saying this sincerely without a trace of irony. It’s hysterical. You’re talking like those gatekeepy nerds condescending to a woman at the bar who’s wearing an AC/DC shirt. Do you think hatsune miku would be proud of you for acting like this bc I don’t think so.
#I’ve been a casual miku enjoyer for like 10 years and I would be hard pressed to do that man. ‘how dare you like popular artists’ that’s#what you sound like. im sorry you’re old and the new younger fans are getting on your nerves but u gotta chill#even funnier when they loathe pjsk meanwhile pjsk got producers out of retirement and so many of them love the game#mine
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holy wars
#ive been listening to tuxedomoon and thinking of trigun#holy wars hit so hard tbh that i made this#also for millionsummers there are lyrics like#'call your love a deity/call family your enemy/call yourself free now'#or like even vashwood#and theres more vw stuff and literally the phrase 'and when all is said and done'#i shut up now#also im SICK like actually sick and its getting on my nerves#millions knives#knives millions#trigun#tri98#trigun 1998#trigun fanart#millions knives fanart#tuxedomoon#my art
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Hey, do you want a hug, my friend? This is a hug for you. It's going to be okay. Really.
#Pro tip - you can offer people hugs when you really need hugs yourself because you're in the middle of the horrible January#deadline traffic jam and you don't know how you'll get it all done and you're exhausted and sometimes your nerves fray#The good thing is it really is going to be okay - I am certain of this - and joy comes in the morning. Or at least a nearby morning#even if not an imminent one.#<3 <3 <3
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Your stories make me want to play more n more interesting forms of Rimworld. I’m pretty scared to leave peaceful mode most of the time though! I’m a sandboxier, not a ‘risk the lives of these characters I’m attached to’-er. How do you manage the power creep of enemies with so few colonists (for the mechinator story)?
Gotta be honest, I do panic a little bit when I get big raids, or mech raids, or cultist chanters or whatnot. I often just pause the game and make some tea or snuggle my cats for a bit before I come back and try to think of the best ways to deal with the situation without getting my best mechanitor bois killed in the process.
The killbox has definitely helped despite its architect being a bit of an idiot (that's me, by the way), and it's nice to know I can throw the mechs at any baddies as a distraction and resurrect them later if things go sideways.
Also, I'm comforted in the knowledge that I can call XiaoLiang from Arwell if I need a convenient Man-In-Black; he's only, like, a half day's walk away and (so far) doesn't seem to mind being summoned on a whim.
I confess I have reloaded a save now and then, but it's a single-player game, and in the end, it doesn't matter what you do as long as you're enjoying yourself. My favourite difficulty setting is "Adventure Story" because it has enough danger to make for interesting plots and drama, but also plenty of room for character development and silly colonist interactions.
#asks#rimworld#gracie plays#A Mechanitor's Message#art#my art#traditional art#unpolished art#tea or hot chocolate are good to have on hand when playing rimworld#something nice and comfy to help soothe your nerves#a purry cat is also very good for that sort of thing#but only one of my cats is the snuggly type#so I make do with what I get#the fun thing about rimworld is that there are always new colonists to get attached to#so even if you lose one colony in your first try of a new difficulty setting#you can grieve your loss (making affectionate comics of your pawns helps if you like that sort of thing)#and then start over and learn from the past!#it's a wonderful game in its endless possibilities#I'm so glad I live at the same time as rimworld#thanks for the ask!!#have a super-duper day!!!
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not to make angst out of a fucking gag but also thinking about the silly au rei in the final episode makes me think about how different rei would be if she didn’t have literally the worst dad ever. like, no, she probably wouldn’t have been the upbeat adhd whirlwind in the high school au lmao. but it does just make me think. because while all the pilots lives are incredibly marked by trauma, rei's the only one to have never had access to any sort of normal life. her entire personality and worldview is shaped from being isolated, groomed, and taught to see herself as a tool and not a person. and then i just get so sad that she never had any chance of a normal life where she could discover herself and what she is. she went from being abused and manipulated by gendō (which is made even worse with the implications certain scenes leave about their relationship) to becoming god. she never had any chance of living a normal life. and just like. fuck.
#like when people talk about gendō being a bad dad it’s normally to do with shinji but like. he was an utterly abysmal dad to rei as well.#outside of the implications of csa even. like even outside of that she was isolated confined and used as a tool her whole life#like. it’s not like she can just leave. I mean none of the Eva pilots can just leave because they’re being groomed it’s horrible and awful#But like Rei specifically physically can’t leave. both bc she needs her medication which. I doubt anywhere else makes stuff to stop your#body from falling apart bc your at field aka like your fucking soul more or less just is failing.#but also bc like. she’s kinda literally vital for gendōs plans. there’s no way nerv would physically allow her to leave#god like. no wonder she was so insistent on her not getting better treatment than the rest despite the obvious favouritism of gendō#like. yeah maybe she gets scraps of affection but she’s also like. trapped. and also being abused.#fucking biting#free my girl she didn't do shit#Neon Genesis Evangelion
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Whenever I go to someone else's house I'm reminded of how peacful it is to have silence.... idk when this road suddenly became super busy it was quiet before :( I wish this was still mainly a residential area and not a spot for shops and etc
#i feel kinda selfish saying that LOL#but what comes with all this is new construction always and its ALWAYS SUPER UGLY#and then theres also the hostels#which is fine in theory until you get catcalled for the first time in front of your own house#then i start to wish that every young man dies and leaves me alone#:D#i miss the OLD PEOPLE#old men arent perfect but they have wives so they canr say shit outloud or maybe thryre just tired idk idc#its not like i got catcalled since so its whatever i just hate that its constantly filled with young men who are liud brash and noisy#maybe im being mean but idc :)#when you see every gurl your age since 13 have to stay indoors because their parents want to protect them it kinda starts getting on your#nerves!#maybe i want to be able to take a walk in my own are without ffeeling scared!! and i could thats my own problem ig#my area is fine#its just going around the city tbh#which is also fine!#until its not!#then its like why did you even go out blahblahblah
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#lol i love seeing just straight up bullying on tiktok(/s)#someone(im guessing) went into a discord server for proshipping#and then posted their face reveals on tiktok!?!??!?!#basically saying: look how ugly and weird they look#like what the fuck#just bcs you dont agree with someones opinion ON SHIPPING#doesnt mean you should blast them on socmed?#they posted those pics in a trusted space :(#why are people so cruel and vindictive nowadays#people who make it their whole personalities to shit on pros OR antis are so embarrassing#just keep to yourself and keep your personal moral highground you know?#like they go low we go higher etc#cause on tiktok people will post very bait proshipper tiktoks#to the point where i honestly think they're 100% antis who just wanna sow discourse and disgust#like when i see those people im like just ignore them???#just dont engage man. you end up encouraging people to do worse and worse just to cause drama#but yeah antis in return will make all their posts 'correcting' these obv bait posts#like both of you get a life and just do things that make you happy. not things that obv upset you#idk it kinda sickens me how much time people devote to activities that clearly doesn't make them happy#even if youre pleased about dunking on people you morally disagree w +#wouldnt you feel happier engaging with content that yknow. fills you with genuine enjoyment?#not enjoyment fueled by disgust or morally superiority#idk some people feel like children so i shouldnt care too deeply. but the amnt of toxic behavior is so disturbing to me#the posting of faces got on my nerves badly. no matter if you disagree with someone#you shouldnt just straight up expose their face on your big acct BECAUSE OF DIFFERENCES IN SHIPPING OPINION#and the fact that the point is to imply they're all ugly. so fucking childish and disgusting#i reported but idk if that'd do anything. i wish i could have an honest dialog w people like that tbh#catie.rambling.txt
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*insert pink color here*
#ironic that last year at this time i was really sick cause i had candidemia#(fungus in my blood and organs etc)#and now my doc is having me take a cordyceps and lionsmane supplement#LMAO#kinda fucked up but in a funny way 💀#guys if you ever get candidemia or a fungal infection the diet and meds you gotta go on SUCK#basically no sugar and i mean not even a gram of it can be in the food you consume for 4 weeks at minimum and you gotta eat mostly greens#and drink water and that's it#my infection was so bad they were worried about it fucking up my brain and other major organs so i was on that for 3 months#from what the docs said i caught it cause my last bout with covid at the time shot my immune system#and get this: they saw A LOT of people that had similiar fungal problems after said clients had covid#some food for thought if you're thinking about boosters or anything#but yeah...TLOU lite isn't fun#when fungus gets in your system that bitch doesn't want to leave and it makes you sick#covid almost killed me but the fungus shit was scary cause it likes to be incognito with symptoms until its like HEY ROOMIE#IVE BEEN INSIDE YOU FOR A LONG TIME HERE'S SOME NERVE DAMAGE A FEVER AND IMMA MAKE YOUR BRAIN FEEL LOOPIER THAN USUAL 😃#OH AND YOU PROBABLY HAVE SEPSIS MY STEPSIS#this is a tangent train psa: stay healthy#fuchsia is my vent word for good things???#not really good but???#need another pink
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#this girl from my old theatre group who doesnt really like me goes to my school and glares at me when i pass her sometimes#today i was getting books from my locker and she sees me and literally goes >:( like her entire face screws up. which. like. Fine.#and tells me they've replaced me with another girl and im like ? ok#kind of a weird ass thing to say bc its a theatre group so Obviously. you know.#but ik how dramatic she gets so whatever. doesnt really bother me at this stage#besides the girl she was talking abt '''replacing''' me is literally nice. i mean yeah ive met her once but she seemed super nice#anyway the girl today asked if i was joining back and i was trying to be polite but vague so i said like haha ill try#and she was like “YOU WONT TRY” and called me “so rude” . which atp i had gotten my books but .?? hello??? (have you seen yourself)#and i just. i fucking. i need to be a hater for a second ok she is so getting on my nerves rn#WHY DO YOU CAREEE you do not like me. you did not like me when i saw u every thursday. and clearly u like me even less now.#also not helping the fact that i wonder if yall shit talk me before class sometimes. plus youre not in my year youre literally a senior#<- meaning we see each other like a couple times every term since most of your classes are on a different floor anyway.#and you are painfully committed to giving me scornful looks and comments every single time it's fucking annoyingg GET OVER YOURSELF#another person in that class who also goes to our school smiled & waved at me at the bus stop so. Maybe It's Just You!#im just like. ugh. why do you keep asking me to come back. pissing me off fr. makes me want to come back less actually.#anyway#ok im done.
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Can a weird girl rlly have a healthy relationship with social media and the outside world 🙁🙁🙁 (same voice as the pic that’s like can a country boy and an emo girl fall in love)
#One day surely I will look into the eyes of another person and see a human being#I will become a part of humanity#Literally felt my nerves ebb away as I redownloaded the app helpppp I’ve been on the web so long that I dream abt textposts 💀💀💀#Horribleeeeee#[Said goofily so U know I’m not pretentious] It is actually so hard to exist all the time and to speak to people and look at people#and get your work done what is thisss 🤠#This may stem from reading Gulliver’s Travels rn and I feel him fr when he says he’d rather live with the talking horses forever#than be in the presence of people.#Ya.#Ough. Delete later…… feeling Weird. Probably because yesterday was Good and The Opp wants me dead 🤞#Tommorow I’ll be a baddie again.#UPDATE: Didn’t even have to wait until tomorrow I was a baddie again in one hour by reflecting on what is true.
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every day my body spins a roulette wheel to decide which body part will develop new chronic pain like that’s enrichment to its enclosure
#the past few days it’s been my left wrist#which isn’t even the one that got nerve damage from a badly inserted iv during surgery#to the point a vein in my hand died and had to regrow elsewhere#im not even left handed!!!#it’s just. pain. lots of pain. makes no sense amounts of pain.#chronic pain#works great when you’re helping your little sister and BIL move#siiiiigh#at least im not left handed#small mercies#i’ll take them where i can get them
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#and another thing. not to sound like a complete fuckin pick me but i'm generally not a huge fan of the way i look#and when i hung out with her my skin was peeling. bad. from a sunburn#and i was really not feeling like i was looking good at *all* and i said some really offhanded comment and she literally turned to face me#and was like 'you're not ugly. your skin is peeling. your body is healing stop being an asshole to it' and i Did Not Know How To Cope#and you know how you alwyas have that one friend who you really just trust? you just get it all out with? like i have my best friend who i-#-am undeniably closer with but whenever me and my crush hang out alone we always end up in really deep conversation#and when i start talking about the shows i like she listens. like she actually listens and she asks questions and she engages with what i'm#-saying#and she specifically asked what my favourite 1d songs were so that she could listen to them. and she's going to watch 911 as soon as shes-#-finished what shes watching now#and its like. i convinced one (1) friend to watch 911 and she only really did it because of 4x13 edit she saw on tiktok#this is someone who genuinely wants to engage with the things that i like. just because i like them.#and another thing i really didnt know when i would be over my last relationship because it was my first relationship and it was obvi a big-#-deal and this person was the only person who never made me feel like i jsut needed to get over it. two months after the breakup she was-#-still there for me still a listening ear even when everyone else assumed i was completely over it. and i mean now i'm over it ive moved on#-with my life but the fact that she was there for me when i really needed it counts for. so fucking much#halp. halp i'm in too deep#also. will i ever get up the nerve to ask her out? probably not. i have sincere doubts#although i hope i do it. one day i hope i do it because i really do like her.#txt !!
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There's no shame in being yourself, just be yourself and do your thing. If someone don't like yah for being yourself and decides to be rude cause of it then forget them. Your whimsical your jolly your chatty that's you and there's no shame in it.
Also your kinda the opposite of me cause I'm usually silent, moody, grouchy, and look pissed/sad but I do crack a good couple jokes heheh, I can come off as very rude thou with my attitude.
But anyways I'm very glad I made your night.
*kisses your cheek*
Marry christmas❤️
To anyone reading this, those first two sentences are very very important. 😙 anyhow, that’s what I’ve been doing. Just trying to be myself in spite of it all. At the end of the of the day being yourself is the only real way to be happy happy. 🥺 if you can’t like yourself then how can life be lived fully idk. It’s 6:30 and I haven’t gotten any sleep but I think my thoughts make some sense. Plus!!! Me just being me seems to bring joy to others, laughing at or with. 😅 I’m just happy to be a source of happiness.
🥺 you sound perfect my love. Don’t change either and you also should be happy to be you. For one you decided to spend a few hours anonymously messaging a random stranger just to make her happy. You say you’re grouchy with an attitude but idk I think I got to have a piece of your sun for a little while! I’d love to hear your jokes if you ever want to share 😙 I have an obnoxious laugh. Extremely loud, takes over all other sounds, and I snort. My friend said she thinks the snort is cute
Thank you for keeping me company, Santa 🫡 time to go back home for some well deserved rest. Visit me again next year yeah?
*SMOOCH*
Christmas MERY ♥️🩷🥳✨⭐️🎄
#oh look at that you got your kiss#✨mission succeeded✨#also you can tell a lot about the way someone texts#and you use emojis sparingly I think that’s cute I cannot I need to EXPRESS#I like how you said you look pissed /sad cause I think my natural resting face has this melancholy look to it#I get asked if I’m okay a lot when I’m zoned out#I am also SO sorry I don’t mean to make everything sound like it’s about me but!!! I have so much to say at all times it slips out#like like I#oh dang wait I lost the thought hold on……………………………………oh#idk I lost it permanently but but I do really hope you’re happy with the person you are#not everyone gets to be and it’s a thing we fight for daily#it’s why I post more photos myself now in trying to like and love myself even when I don’t wanna#I’d bet I’d get on your nerves I’m the WHOLE thing in person actually I’m a lot quieter when things are new obviously but I’m also very#polite and I will sit there and listen so that’s fun#okay good night I love you thank you for spending time with me and if you want I answer my dms usually ♥️#OKAY NIGH NIGH#muah muah muah#Mys mail 💌#my Brain shut off I can’t word anymore#if I have a dream I’ll post about it!!!#I have a dream journal 🥳 I haven’t written in it in a while though but hopefully it’s a good dream#ALSO I HOPE THE DAY TREATS YOU KINDLY AND YOU GET SOMETHING YOURE WANTING AND DONT FPRGET TO TREAT YOURSELD OKAY BYE
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sorry i'll delete this later if i remember but i need to complain about a post i saw (SORRY). post about "if a retail worker took a desk job for a day everything would probably be fine and if a desk worker was in retail for a day they'd break down" and the notes are predictably full of people working desk jobs going THAT is NOT true this is STILL labor this is STILL work there is NO unskilled labor how could you throw your fellow workers under the bus like this
which, whatever, i think applying "no such thing as unskilled labor" to that situation when unskilled labor is usually taken to mean menial physical labor and not desk work is tacky but whatever. but also how the fuckkkkkk are you getting desk jobs 😭 seeing people go "you forget many desk workers DID their time in customer-facing work and took a desk job to get away from it" as if "getting away from it" is that easy!!! drives me up the fucking wall!!! whatever
#all work takes time and uses your body and asks a lot often too much of you etc etc whatever#im saying that i am in a job that is both socially and physically demanding#i am fucking TIRED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#working eight hours a day running fifteen miles with no time for breaks so i can go home and ponder if i really need to eat this week#it is pissing me off and seeing people go ermmmm desk work is hard too its like#this is not compassionate or empathetic of me and i do feel bad about it but it reallydoes get on my nerves#and the complaint made in the first place is more about the position of privilege you have to be in to access a desk job#in the first place when a lot of the jobs available rn are these shitty service jobs. everyone is fucked naturally but its not like#ugh. i dont know. its irritating to me in a way that is meaningless and doesnt fit into any framework or understanding of labor#and so i should probably just let it go but FUCKKKKKKK. maybe i just hate my job. i definitely just hate my job#but where else is a dropout to go! i am only good for my body and one day i will not even have that because of the work im doing now
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